Once Upon a Time

...but I finally developed some of the photos from my trip to Europe. Of course I've never developed any of the photos from when I lived in London but that's beside the point. The point is that I think I may be the queen of procrastination. I can't seem to get anything done unless it's the absolute last minute. For example, I desperately need to clean my apartment but it's going to take knowing that someone is coming over within an hour to motivate me to do so.

I can't seem to get myself to do anything unless it's the last minute...on the other hand I also do my best work at the last minute so maybe it all works out for the best...I don't know...it's late and I'm rambling. I just wish I knew the secret of those people who are organized, who keep clean homes and who (at least seem to) have order in their lives. Me? I live in what I like to call organized chaos (most people just call it chaos). I can find things (usually) but if anyone else had to try and locate something they would be out of luck. I always say I'm going to get organized but I always get about halfway done and then I get distracted by something more interesting (usually the computer) and that's the end of it. On the other hand, I know that if I could get everything 100% clean and organized I could keep it that way...but it has to be 100% nothing less. I know that if I can do that my OCD will kick in...of course that brings a different set of issues...like the inability to leave the house if the bed is unmade... I know this because I've done it before...I've actually had to go back and make my bed so I can leave in the morning...don't ask...

Okay, I really don't know why I've been rambling about this but I think it may be time to call it a night...I'll post something more interesting next time.